Divinorum, 36

Dreaming Piscean Recently I have come full circle and undergone some drastic mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual changes. The change most relevant to this setting being that I want to be in love, something that I wasn't sure was possible or what it would look like until recently. When I think of a relationship, what makes me want to be a part of one is that I want to share the parts of myself that I'm hesitant to show the rest of the world. I want to be devoted to someone, one of my favorite sayings is "it's not what you have, it's what you have to give" I feel like I'm filled with love but I don't have anyone to give it to, for example I don't like to cook for myself I feel like if I make something and no one else tastes it, it was a waste. I think for a relationship to work I would need to be with someone that has a very gentle disposition, I'm really easily hurt and I can't be around coarse people for very long. I also look for dreaminess, I'm a space cadet of the highest order and too much practicality makes me squirm.