Chygirl, 44

I'm a Libra/Scorpio cusp who is a firm believer of astrology and mystics for as long as I can remember. I'm also a beginner in tarot and runes.I feel astrology is just a helpful guide which helps you on your path no a "must follow till death" guide. I believe if somethings meant to be it will happen but you need to use your own ways to help things come into light sometimes you need to learn to let go and although somethings will happen regardless of what u do, you are in charge of your own fate, I'm a fun loving small town girl with big city attitude and speaks what's on her mind.I try my hardest to be honest because I hate it when people lie.Sometimes I take it to extremes and can be blunt and to the point. I'll be your best friend or worst enemy but it takes a lot to get mad.I have just as much fun going out or sitting at home.I enjoy many things life has to offer and I'm always up to trying new things.I've been know to do crazy things,Ive dyed my hair many colors,I ran in the sprinklers at midnight in a cemetery,told jokes that would make a sailor blush and danced on the hoods of cars,pool tables,and naked underneath the stars. I enjoy pushing boundaries and making people think for themselves On a whole I strive to be anything but ordinary I am who I am with no regrets or apologies. I am my own contradiction: I'm a logical thinker but very emotional at times Fear commitment but still wanting that special someone Strive to be fair but hate to admit when I'm wrong Extroverted but sometimes, not often, I can be very shy Very social but there are times when i want my solitude Feet firmly on ground but head is always in the clouds Outwardly optimistic, Inwardly pessimistic and cynical Bright and intelligent with a touch airheadedness Excited but bored, Willing but hesitant,Life experienced but naive,Trusting but skeptical,Honesty is the best policy but living a lie but than again don't we all Just live life like there's no tomorrow but still keep some goals in min